Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Today after work i went to jurong to exchange the ring i brought yesterday
See how act smart can i be.. Just buy without thinkin.. Maybe bcoz i'm wanna a ring so badly so i just buy. This a couple is for my dear and mi. I change the size of the ring n the design to plain n normal 1. Dear was like telling me dont noe is the same ring tat the ex buy for her in the past r/s. I was like sad coz i don wan anything that is the same as she got in the past. I'm scare. I wan her to start a brand new r/s wif mi without anyone pushin frm behind her.
Thinking of keeping tis ring without letting her have a look.
Buy a new pair of ring to replace den she will nv realise.
Why? everything seem to be smooth between us
but yet i am worry when the day n time past.
I really love my dear so much that i will always feel jealous when she say abt her past that she and her ex but smtime i just make myself can't hear den the heart wont get so pain.
Why? other can just take it when the gf or bf say abt the past
maybe i should try to accept it den give my dear stress.
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10:55 PM;
unwell
